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fuck you forever [12 Apr 2005|10:29pm]
Dear Krista Marie Gunter, this basically sums it all up. whore.

Fuck your world and fuck your kind
Go fuck yourself; you’re fucking barely alive
I used to think of what you meant to me
I think of you every fucking day
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance
Erase it all and kill my past

Fuck what we fucking said
The memories don’t mean shit
Don’t give a fuck about what you’ll say
The memories don’t mean shit
Anymore
You’re society’s whore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

I’ll walk through this wasteland
Before I’ll ever fucking hold your hand again
I’ll burn forever before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell

Anymore
And you’re society’s whore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Mother fucker
And that’s fucking right

Fuck you forever
I’ll despise you for the rest of these days
Fuck you forever
I’ll fucking hate you for the rest of my life, my life
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart? Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance
Erase it all and kill my past

Fuck what we fucking said
The memories don’t mean shit
Don’t give a fuck about what you’ll say
The memories don’t mean shit
Anymore
And you’re society’s whore
Anymore
Revenge I seek
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boerd [22 Mar 2005|01:21pm]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Kiefer
Birthday:August 28
Birthplace:Japan
Current Location:Ridgecrest
Eye Color:Hazel
Hair Color:Black
Height:6' 1''
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right
Your Heritage:Italian, Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:Adio
Your Weakness:Music
Your Fears:Judgemental People
Your Perfect Pizza:Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Flames Embrace Demo and Some Shows
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:Fuck
Thoughts First Waking Up:I Need To Sleep For Just Five More Minutes
Your Best Physical Feature:Eyes
Your Bedtime:Whenever
Your Most Missed Memory:Japan
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:Neither
Single or Group Dates:Group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:Neither
Cappuccino or Coffee:Coffee
Do you Smoke:Yes
Do you Swear:Yes
Do you Sing:Yes
Do you Shower Daily:Yes
Have you Been in Love:Yes
Do you want to go to College:Eventually
Do you want to get Married:Dunno
Do you belive in yourself:Occsioanlly
Do you get Motion Sickness:Nope
Do you think you are Attractive:Sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:No
Do you get along with your Parents:For The Most Part
Do you like Thunderstorms:Fuck Rain
Do you play an Instrument:Guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:Yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:No
In the past month have you been Dumped:No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:Maybe, I Can't Think
Ever been Drunk:Yes
Ever been called a Tease:No
Ever been Beaten up:No, Not Yet At Least
Ever Shoplifted:Yes
How do you want to Die:I'll Kill Myself When I Feel To Old
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Anything, Just Something, Not A Nothing
What country would you most like to Visit:Japan, Again
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Blue
Favourite Hair Color:Blonde
Short or Long Hair:Long
Height:5 Foot Or Taller
Weight:No Fat Bitchs Allowed
Best Clothing Style:Don't Care, Don't Want A Skank Though
Number of Drugs I have taken:I Dunno
Number of CDs I own:To Many
Number of Piercings:Five
Number of Tattoos:Zero
Number of things in my Past I Regret:Zero

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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[14 Mar 2005|10:03pm]
fuck.
thats all for now.
i just realized i really miss hangin out with my old band. BV.
fun times.
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Odd How People Shake? [03 Mar 2005|10:00pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

A lot has happened latley. me and krista are back together so that makes me feel really good about a lot of things. just knowing all be happy for the rest of my life is a good thing to feel right now. i got a shit load of new cds. and ive been i dunno. i guess a lot hasnt happened hahaha. thats probablly why i never write in this thing. uhmm GOOD NEWS! other than marriage. AS I LAY DYING, Throwdown, and All That Remains are playing @ Mr. Ques Billiards in Lancaster on the 25th and i just bought tickets for me Bill and caleb. thhat show is gunna be fuckin awesome. and if i dont meet Tim im gunna spin kick a nigger.
well im out for now.
♥ Kiefer ♥

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[24 Feb 2005|08:40pm]
[ mood | confused ]

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A Therenody For Modern Romance [19 Feb 2005|01:52pm]
[ mood | curious ]

sometimes i dont even know who i am.
sometimes i dont even know myself.
sometimes i dont even know my own friends.
sometimes i dont even know my own family.
sometimes i dont even know why i do the shit i do.
sometimes i dont even know why i let myself do the shit i do.
why would i ever try and hurt anyone.
because sometimes i dont even know myself.
its wierd because people think they have me figured out.
its wierd because i think i have people figured out.
they dont.
i dont.
i dont even have my own self figured out.
why was i put here on earth?
what is my purpose in life?
was i meant to be the bitter, sad, unknowing person i am.
why do the closest of people/family keep the most deepest shit from you.
because there scared to hurt you?
they dont want to be judged?
the truth is i havent quite figured it out yet.
itll probablly trouble me for the next couple months.
ill find out though.
soon enough.
just when you think everything is fine.
curiosity takes ahold of the mind.
and it fucks with you.
you all know what the fuck i mean too.
no im not an angry person.
i am though hateful.
is that possible?
soon, i dont know when, but something is going to happen.
why do so many people count on others for many things.
why do people count on me.
i tell them im listening.
i tell them im here for them.
some of you i am some of you im not.
you know who you are.
I,I however am very grateful for two friends.
always will be.
two people that probablly understand me the most and they probablly dont even know it.
two friends whom if something happened i wouldnt know what to do.
Chris.
&
Bill.
ive only known you guys for so long but i feel as if ive known you forever.
we relate to a lot of different shit.
or at least i would assume so.
we think a lot alike.
hah.
or at least i would like to think so.


im gunna close on this. like i said earlier. just when you think your happy.
when you have shit figured out.
when your content with life.
curiosity takes a hold.
i know a lot about things that people think i have no fuckin clue about.
well.
in time.
theyll be getting a rude awakening.

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- [29 Jan 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | thinking ]

what the fuck is going on?
there are random thoughts going through my head right now at the moment about something.
?
im scared of the truth, but what if the truth isnt really true, what if, everything is all fake, all this, these past couple weeks? what if?

....

fuck

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